FOMO (Avoidance 8 of 8)

A phenomenon I struggle to avoid, are experiences that people my age should have. I wonder how it will feel to be normal in my twenties. I have no choice but to avoid these experiences due to the consequences on my health as my body is not resilient. The capsules in this resin cube embody the experiences I have missed due to my diseased body and the red pigment the pain and regret I might have missed due to my choices.  Sometimes it is situations of self-sabotage where I get fleeting moments of self-hate. I also have fleeting moments of self-help after horrid dark, sobbing moments.