I
have a tremendous fear of disappointing my parents after all that they have
done and sacrificed for me. The two vertebra bones represent my mother in the
mauve-pink from her favourite pillow and my father in the pastel pink from a
pink bunny he gave me when I was 3 years old. These embody my fear of
disappointing my parents. I fear disappointing them by not reaching my full
potential due to my diseased body by not trying hard enough and pushing myself
hard enough. I fear disappointing my parents by not being able to care for
them as they did so unselfishly for me. I fear disappointing my parents by not
being able to have children. I fear disappointing my parents by dying before
them.