The idea of having my own pancreas, having a bionic ‘pancreas’, and even getting
the opportunity to have a working pancreas makes me feel ashamed. The pink
pancreas represents my bionic pancreas (insulin pump) and the red and yellow
pancreas a new, working pancreas. I feel
anxious that someone must lose their life for me to have a second chance at
life. I feel a deep sense of shame for wanting a second chance at life.